(00:02) we have been duped by feminism sexual Liberation and anti-depressants we have been told that we are powerful and free now as women but we feel tired wired and bitter we’re mostly eating right exercising and meditating wrangling to-do lists and arranging playdates and yet there’s a haunting holess beneath the huge complaint what if I told you that there is a huge Storehouse a reservoir of energy inside of you that has not been tapped that you could feel light and pulsing excited and alive in ways that a wellness lifestyle
(00:49) cannot deliver that you could trust yourself that the world could feel safe and that unexpected and expected Delights could start to illuminate your path no coach therapist doctor or Guru required just you learning to get real present and attentive with you I feel like I’m here to matchmake your inner parts for the greatest love affair ever written I want to help you learn first where you’re buying eggs from the hardware store which is the source of all pain I want to help you master entering through the upset which is the
(01:27) only spiritual practice You’ll Ever Need and to get real comfortable putting on your villain Crown which is in my opinion the key to True power and then you’ll attune to your inner yes so you can live the life defined by the specific pleasure of who you are I am so excited to announce my latest book called The reclaimed woman which is available for pre-order now so if you head to the link in show notes you can learn more about bonuses events and companion offerings and I cannot wait to see your gorgeous face on the
(02:07) [Music] path I’m Dr Kelly Brogan you may know me as a New York Times bestselling author of a book with an exploding pill on the cover Renegade psychiatrist P dancer or honorary member of the disinformation doesn’t what can I say I’m a born provocator I’ve spent most of my recent life exposing deceptions connecting dots and discovering the secret places my inner victim is still waiting to be liberated and now I feel called to help you reclaim all of your parts your health your sexuality your power and your expression so that you can finally
(02:46) truly own yourself I want to ignite in you that inner knowing and the pulsing Vitality that lives beneath your disempowerment disconnection and resentment so that you can audaciously courageously and playfully alchemize your struggle into the specific pleasure of who you are this is Reclamation radio a soulfire production hi and welcome back to Reclamation radio I am Dr Kelly Brogan and I am here with the gorgeous and glorious vaa Austin I had the distinct pleasure of meeting you it must be like I guess a year and a half ago or so in
(03:28) person and in Kansas City of all places and the way that you hold your feminine energy I mean you should be teaching a course on that alone let alone what it is that you you do actually speak on you are a living embodiment of so much of what many of us are remembering as women and I recorded a podcast recently called feminine homecoming and I talked about you know how I look at money and birth and sex and nature and water as all coming back to women right like there is a migration home there is a homecoming and so to
(04:10) meet somebody who has devoted herself to the Art and Science of water who has so much of that embodied energy was such a pleasure it is really an honor to be in conversation with you V and as we were chatting a little bit before I would like to bring more of your personal story to the four because so much of what in your book and in your teachings so much of what’s prized by especially my academic colleagues is you know the visual Miracle of what it is that you’ve uncovered and I know that there are so many dimensions that have informed your
(04:44) your journey so I’m really really happy to to have you here well it’s such an honor and you know I reflect the feeling because when I first heard you speak you know seeing someone speak in person is always so different when you’ve than hearing them on the radio or hearing them on a podcast and you also have that beautiful quality that you feel you know you sense it’s something that you radiate and so I’m reflecting that right back at you thank you so much I will receive that thank you thank you and I want to I want
(05:20) to start off VA by just really because I don’t know a lot about your your life before you know this mantle that you’ve taken on and you are regarded and esteemed in collegial circles that I run in as you know one of the most important contributors to the actual body of research that is substantiating what many are Awakening to around the intelligence consciousness of water and how could this be something we could possibly validate scientifically while you’re doing that and I want to talk about that but I’d love to just sort of
(05:54) zoom out and explore a bit you know where you’ve come from and what was the intersection with this realm that you find yourself in like how I’ve heard your story in person but how it was that you sort of woke up to this Dharma if you will to this this role and this gift that you offer sure well it’s always nice to kind of chat about how things became because it’s such an important part and up until now you know now my life is the life I could have never even imagined but I had so much hardship growing up such a difficult time anyone that knows
(06:33) me for a long time knows how much I’ve been through as many of you know I was in a really horrendous car accident over 20 something years ago we went under a seven turn truck rolled twice and the driver was decapitated and it was one of the worst accidents in New Zealand where someone survived and I’ll come back because I’ll share with you a personal story about that that most people don’t know about so prior to the accident I had made friends with the man that was driving a year prior I did some work for him and he’s a really lovely person was
(07:12) funny he was clever and he owned nightclubs so he was used to being very wealthy as well he had gone through a divorce and he had two children and he had become really obsessed with me we were very good friends don’t get me wrong in the beginning it was it was great and it was very platonic I was actually on a spiritual journey of my own at the time I was celibate everyone knew it it had been like two years and I was very much wanting to explore my own sense of knowing of spirit that’s a whole another story but and I was very
(07:56) happy on it and I so I would lay that out right away and he always respected that and so when he started to get more and more depressed he became very clinically depressed because his his nightclub went bankrupt and he started to lose stuff he’d always had his attachment to who he was as a man through how much money he made started to disintegrate and so he started to pinpoint things that he would focus on to try to make himself feel worthy of something and he became incredibly obsessed with me and I’d never even held
(08:36) his hand so he started following me I found him the day before the car accident he had been following me and I caught him in in his car like I used to walk everywhere when I was younger and and so he was like spying on me and I just I pulled him up about it and I said you can’t do that you know this is not okay I was really really angry and I remember we went into the kitchen I was living at my mom’s house then and my mom was sitting at the kitchen table she’s no longer with us anymore and he just would not listen I don’t know if you’ve
(09:13) had that situation where there’s someone there who’s sitting like like my mom I guess was like a mediator and I was saying to him I do not want to be with you I cannot be any clearer I like you as a person but you cannot follow me around and spy on me it’s not okay and he couldn’t hear me and so I I got so angry it’s one of I I very rarely ever got angry in my life I can think of three times where I’ve really got Furious and this was one of them and I stormed out I I just took off and I went and stayed at my friend’s place because
(09:52) he couldn’t hear me and then when we came back I came back to the house the next day I was going to go to India because I was planning a trip I was planning a trip to India and I was going to go to the flight center to pay for my ticket and that was back in the day when you had physical money and you go to the physical store and you give your money over to the flight people to pay for your ticket and I was going to catch the bus because I don’t know why I didn’t have a car at the time and so this guy he came out to the front of the house
(10:25) and he had borrowed somebody’s car and he came and he said I’m sorry so sorry I was complete idiot you know I you know I’ve been depressed you know I’ve like lost my wife and I’ve lost everything I’m so upset I was a complete idiot please forgive me and because I had known this man for one year I kind of thought well I come and I already had compassion for him I know that he was also a nice person and so he said look at the very least just let me take you I’ll drop you off to the the travel agent where you can go and pay for your
(11:00) tickets to go to India it’s the very least I can do and I said uh okay so I got in the car with him and we were driving and we kept driving we didn’t end up going to the travel agent he drove further and further up north we went over the Harbor Bridge and I’m like this where are you taking me and he said I just need to talk to you I just need to talk to you and by this point I’m like oh this isn’t feeling good and so we get all the way to we we is a location a little further north of Oakland and we’re in the car and he says
(11:41) to me you know I want you to marry me I love you I need you to marry me and I mean we never we hadn’t cursed we had even had a relationship and I knew it was serious though and I said you know I’m really tired from yesterday from everything that just happened yesterday I can’t make any decisions right now I need time and I really need you to take me home so I can rest and I’ll think about this and he knew I was I was what I was doing he he knew he could feel it and so he started driving back towards Oakland and I’m like okay he’s taking me home
(12:25) he’s taking me home and we are going along this area called the very flats and it’s just there’s a lot of straight road which is rare in New Zealand we have a lot of windy roads in New Zealand and I see this truck coming towards us and by this time it had been about 20 minutes and neither one of us had spoken to each other and I had my bag by my feet and it had the cash that ID saved for my trip to India and I all the way in the car and whilst thinking about trying not to think about all of what was going on I had put my my mind
(13:01) towards my trip to see my teacher in India and I looked up and I had my seat belt on and he didn’t and I looked up and I remember seeing this truck and in my mind I remembered thinking that’s a really big truck and then he turned and he looked at me and the last thing he ever said in this world was if I can’t have you no one can and he turned the car into the truck on purpose and we went underneath it and the car rolled and I came to as the car stopped rolling as soon as it stopped rolling and my stomach area and all my
(13:44) organs that have been like crushed from the seat belt my collarbone was shattered from the seat belt I had windscreen glass throughout my face and the car was on its side and it had also started to spark and below was his body which I am so grateful so so grateful I I never saw because that would have been with me my entire life and I’m such a visual person for anyone that’s ever seen my work they would know how visual I am and most many many of us are and so there was a car that had been driving behind us and there was a man in
(14:23) that car who stopped and got out of his car and I cried out for help and he heard me and if anyone has seen a picture of my car accident No One Believes anyone could have ever survived it it was absolutely mangled and there was just a little cocoon around the area where I was but everything else was just obliterated and this man’s name was Paul jelik I always remember him because he’s the first person I saw after I opened my eyes from that car accident and I looked when he pulled me out of the car I so he undid my seat belt I dropped into his
(15:04) arms he put me into the side of the guttering and I looked into his sunglasses and I remember just seeing blood and white skin and I I said to him after asking him am I going to die and he said no no no you’re going to be okay and then they let that sink in and then I asked about the man in the car and he said no he’s he’s gone he’s dead and then I said I I said do you mind if we talk about God for a minute and I wasn’t talking about it from a religious perspective or any of these kinds of things I just said can we talk about God
(15:42) he said don’t worry you’re not going to die it’s okay I told you you’re not going to die I said no it’s not because I think I’m going to die it’s because I know I’m going to live and I remember he took his glasses off and he had tears in his eyes and and then I went to the hospital and I had years and years and years of recovery really I had eight surgeries over the course of 20 years mostly for injuries from the car accident but also for stage 4 endometriosis and a year after my car accident I had to have bowel surgery and
(16:20) for that whole year it’s because the there was scar tissue that grew on my small bout so every time I try and eat something it would be like being in labor it would be the same kind of cramping pains as having a baby but without the result and so I have had you know numerous bowel surgeries and things like that so three doctors o over the course of that time they said that I would never be able to have children because of the amount of damage that happened around my reproductive organs from the seat belt injury so I had a
(16:54) child for every doctor that told me I couldn’t because I hate being told what I can’t do and they were not born out of defiance it’s but they were all Little Miracles but I have a beautiful story there were so many good things that came from that horrendous day and two of them I would say were the exploration of water and what my son said so when I was in Christ Church the day before the second big Christ Church earthquake I was in both of those earthquakes and I’ll tell you a little story about that in a second but my son
(17:29) at the time Rama he was nearly three and he was spying on me whilst I was talking to a new friend about my car accident and I hadn’t told Rama about the car accident he was only a little guy and mostly it was just you know the usual mom stuff about you know what do you need to eat how are you doing blah blah blah so we hadn’t had that conversation so after I finished telling her about it Rama jumped out of nowhere he jumped jumped onto my lap and he said to me I remember that Mommy I remember the window wipers and the tires and I came
(18:07) down out of thy clouds and I saved you and he said he went like this by putting his arm around me and then he said when I knew were okay I climbed back up the ladder into the clouds and Not only was that incredibly touching moving and I felt utterly humbled and amazed but he knew details that only people there knew it was raining the window wers were still going there were little things that happened that he talked about that I I’ve just kind of given you an overview that from my ex-husband his dad and my friend were just
(18:48) amazed and I’m ever grateful to him and to all my children for choosing me and it it’s just you know it’s so beautiful and so they that the other thing that really came out of that car accident was my journey with water which is what most people now know me about but I’d said I’d segue into the the earthquakes so I don’t know if you’ve heard but somewhat over 10 years ago or so there were two really big earthquakes in Christ Church which is where I used to live in the south island and the first one my daughter was only in her little bassinet
(19:26) still so she was about six weeks old and I’d never been in an earthquake before it was at like 400 a.m. in the morning and so when it hit it was so so frightening for me and yet I had I was so worried about the children and so I just was on alert for the next six months or so until the second one I never relaxed there were aftershocks after aftershocks so the following the very last big earthquake we had D I was on the phone to my sister my daughter by this stage was you know about 6 months old and she was just kind of sitting in
(20:07) front of the TV and the TV was a large clunky older TV so I threw the phone down as soon as the earth started shaking I grabbed my daughter seconds before she would have been smashed by the TV I was thrown into the bookcase I went outside and there was the driveway I saw the driveway open I saw the newly renov fourth bedroom start to sink with liquefaction my ex-husband and my son Rama and my oldest son were not in the house my oldest son was at school RMA and his dad were at the library and so luckily the phones the cell phones were
(20:47) still working because all the power went out everywhere else and I said I’m coming to get you so I off-roaded to go and get my son and his dad and there were literally cars upside down in holes it’s like the Earth swallowed the cars up and I’m like off-roading finally kind of get to them by that time there’s traffic everywhere everyone’s gone crazy and then we get out of the car and I say we swap places so he’s driving and I’m like I have to get my oldest son and the traffic was so bad there was no way where I was going to get him anytime
(21:24) soon so I ran to go and get him and they took the car so he had the little children so I knew they were okay so I’m running to go to the school and so on the left hand side there’s houses and then there’s the road covered in liquefaction which is like this mix of water and syid and dirt and Earth and then on the right hand side was the field where the children were waiting for their parents to come and click them so I go to try to cross the road but I didn’t realize there was a car-sized hole in the ground and I get sucked into this liquefaction
(22:02) and I’m up to my chest screaming for someone to help me cuz it’s like quicksand I couldn’t feel the bottom and so someone heard me this big guy tried to pull me out he got sucked in there then someone pulls her out then I get pulled out and I’m finally on the other side of the road I’m this giant Mud Monster full of disgusting syy Gunk I get my son and finally get home and I I get out of Christ Church the very next day with we had $5 only worth of gas in the car and I’d gone door too asking people if they had any gas and this man
(22:41) gave me some gas from his lawn mower which got us to the nearest town that had any power and I never been back so that was my little Christ Church earthquake story and I had no no shoes because my bedroom was so damaged though I couldn’t get any clothes I so I had to take that disgusting clothes off so I was wearing my son’s tracksuit pants my son’s top no shoes had packed everything I had could get into the car and left to go to Oakland to move there so when you’re having that much pressure and you have children and you’re also paying all
(23:23) the bills and at that time my my husband was still studying I was taken care of everything my ex-husband it was a lot a lot of pressure and then we moved up and I bought a place in madana and I would had like such a State of Shock every time a truck would go past it would rattle the car and I would feel like oh my God it’s another earthquake and I ended up having this rapid eye movement therapy where people ask you questions as they’re moving their finger across your eye and the lady said you know where is your safe place what’s it
(23:59) called and I said it’s called Avalon and it just came in my mind I have no idea why I said that and then she said where is it and I said it’s in two places I said it’s a special place of mine at the top of the south island and it’s a a place called Manor Retreat which I’ve been going to for years that my best friends parents own places we feel safe and now it’s like where is my safe place and I think you know I think that’s a discovery finding where your safe place is and you and are you safe with you and Waters
(24:33) taught me so much about that so when I was living in Christ Church I opened a Wellness Center about one and a half years after coming up from Christ Church because I had to figure out how to pay for two mortgages and I was paying for a mortgage on a house that was destroyed still and you couldn’t rent it out right so you know I’m breastfeeding I’m paying two mortgages and having to support everybody and I had to figure out what to do and one thing led to another it always it seems like a miracle how things work out and and so I started
(25:12) doing healing for people and I luckily the house had a separate house that was The Healing Center and I decided that I wanted to work with sacred geometry so I I I ordered this wooden pyramid from this guy up north who made Precision pyramids it was from Germany originally and I like I had this crazy idea I don’t even know where it came from that I wanted to have this giant pyramid in the wellness center and heal people in it and see what would happen so we aligned it through North and it was such a novelty you could fit like eight people
(25:46) lying down in it it wasn’t enclosed it was the the legs with a square base and I started playing with water in it so I I had heard about the properties of water changing within these pyramid structures and of course there’s water inside deep down under the Pyramids of Giza in other pyramids so I had a spring a stream that ran past our property and I we also were on tank water where we collect rain water so I got two glasses of water from our tank which was rainwater and I tested them both for dissolved oxygen so they both tested
(26:25) exactly the same the dissolved oxygen was around about four out of 12 parts per million which isn’t that high really and then I took one of them and I put it into the area which would be considered like the king’s chamber of the little pyramid that I had at my house which was about halfway around about halfway of the pyramid and I sat it on a stool and I watched it I sat there and I looked at it for like an hour and I noticed all these little bubbles starting to form on the glass and it was very very noticeable and then after after 1 hour I
(26:59) tested it again for dissolved oxygen and it was 11 out of 12 parts per million and I thought it must be wrong the test must be wrong so I got another test and I did another fresh test with it I repeated that so many times until I realized oh this is probably why people are feeling having such healing experiences because they’re getting oxygenated within their blood because it was doing this to the water and that really blew me away because up until that point I hadn’t seen water be able to change so dramatically over the last
(27:35) 10 years I’ve seen water do things that absolutely amazed me and from just seeing those little things I started to learn more and more about the new science of water and that led me on to the idea does water store memory is water conscious or is our Consciousness impacting the water and from there that led to being currious ious CU you know you read a lot of stuff but if you see something for yourself then it’s real for you so after seeing a Moto’s work and laurant Foster’s work and hearing about a man qu Thomas fonus he’ made a
(28:12) really interesting observation that when he went into a Parisian Meat Market he noticed that the freshly placed organs of an animal appeared to be affecting the way the frost froze on the glass behind where they were placed for example the frost above a liver organ would free into the shape of a liver organ and so on and so forth and he had a hypothesis that was because of the water in the blood and each organ has a Sonic signature which is like kind of like a simatic imprint perform and function and water’s always
(28:44) communicating with each other so the water in the blood was communicating with the water in the air and gave that air the information of its form and then when it hit the glass because it was so so cold it froze into the form of the information so anything that has information is in form so I thought well I just want to see if water has has memory and he’s seeing it with his naked eye which was encouraging because 10 years ago I didn’t have a microscope but I had some Petri dishes because I am a researcher but I’m also an artist I work
(29:17) professionally as an oil painter for many years so we’re all rather multifaceted you know and so I got my petri dish and I got some spring water cuz I’d had a healing experience with some spring water and I was thinking okay what am I going to think about how am I going to project a thought into the water and see what happens so there was a bit of fluff floating around in the water so I put my hand in to take out the fluff and I consciously thought I wonder if my hand will have any impact on the water’s quote unquote memory and
(29:46) I put it into the freezer with the peas and broccoli and the everything and I pulled it out a few hours later I held it up to the light and I took my first photo of 44,000 photos of water responding intelligent ly in the petri dish was a very clear image of my hand it looked like an x-ray of my hand when I did a survey where I put 28 of my photos simply saying what does this look like to you and I sent it out through other people through social media so people didn’t know it came from me they didn’t even know what they were looking
(30:20) at out of those 28 there were three images where 100% of people were able to recognize the Ice image for the influence in the hand was one of those so it’s not paradia that’s just making it up seeing things because you want to it was 100% people could recognize it as a hand and I think that from there I was so shocked and also inspired and thought well maybe it’s a coincidence that I went to the water to the Sea and got sea water and I didn’t influence it I just thought well if I see something relative to the ocean then maybe this isn’t
(30:58) coincidence and the second image I got was of this incredible fish with gills and an eye and fins and a tail and shape of the fish and a year later after doing freezing water solid and I have to say I haven’t done that in 9 years I discovered my new technique which only takes about 5 minutes and 20 seconds where there’s liquid on top and ice underneath it’s the stage which is more of a fourth base of water where water is absorbs more light and it has more order and it has a negative charge so you took the liquid away and I started
(31:34) photographing the crystallography that stuck to the dish it was a Quantum Leap from my very first ice image there is so much Clarity there’s Dimension it’s what I call the first freeze water freezes in three stages I think of them like Spirit blood and body and the stage we’re freezing it is in the state of spirit and I’ve learned over the many years how water and spirit are so connected whenever anyone talks about seeing spirit it’s always seeing it like a vapor and when you think about death you know you you always hear through all
(32:14) religious texts and philosophical texts that the spirit the soul the subtle body leaves the body but there isn’t an explanation as to how that might come about so we’re in a moment of radical healing and personal transformation things are so much more accelerated than when I first got into this game 15 years ago my dear friend and founder of lotus way Katie hus has illuminated the path forward for all of us I believe she is a mega Visionary and something of a witch Lotus way is a living Marketplace for energetic healing that supports you and
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(33:21) com and use the code Kelly 15 for 15% off the link is in show notes so so there is this idea within my my father is native New Zealand Mai there is a word called WIA for Spirit why is water Rua means two the two waters physical and spiritual Waters so what are they I don’t know how much longer we have but there’s loads to kind of get into but needless to say what I have seen is that water can be the mouthpiece for nature and a voice for the voiceless voice water has a voice that you can see that you can commune with I’ve seen water not only react I
(34:03) mean I don’t think about water is reacting to Consciousness it is responding to Consciousness because it doesn’t always do it if I’m angry and frustrated water won’t play with me it’s not judging me it just doesn’t resonate at that frequency water will heal itself before it heals its environment around it from an actual scientific perspective and from seeing it from actually multiple perspectives and I’ve seen that water is always there to improve things water one of the most wonderful things that I have learned about tap has been
(34:39) taught to me by tap water which gets the worst WRA and I’m not talking about drinking TCT water sadly so much of that time has passed we need a filter now and we need this and we need that but what what is tap water Tau me when you do the crystallography you see that there are signature patterns tap water is very disordered rain water looks like a Fanning pattern Spring Water tends to form hexagonal patterns etc etc so when you do the crystallography of tap water you see its disordered patterns and then you let it melt and then you take that
(35:15) same exact water and hold it to your heart so it’s near your heartbeat and then you feel loving and then you put it back into the freezer and refreeze it using the same technique and then you look at the Crystal patterns again it is unrecognizable from the first ice image so you get disorder and then you get order you start seeing leaves come back you start to see Fern patterns you start to see flowers and hexagons so the water hasn’t changed chemically but it’s changed structurally so what is that what we’re seeing is
(35:53) that is more like an emotion water is feeling better but when you put tap water next to spring water and you leave both of those overnight and you you’ve done the C I’ve done the crystallography for both you let it melt you put it into you know a little glass and you put them to side by side and then you refreeze not only has the tap water improved but so has the spring water the spring water one of my tests was so beautiful that the spring water had managed to form into these two Lotus shapes which a hydrog glyphmedia
(36:58) yeah so that study was where I thought well what water would be most informed water and I put it down to being amniotic fluid and so that that’s not so readily available I thought what’s the next best thing and I thought well you know an egg is a container of life or potential container of Life at least and so there in in egg white there’s two parts to the egg white this gloopy gelatinous part and this thin salivary part when you put the thin the liary part into the petri dish and you simply freeze it for about 10 minutes and
(37:33) anyone can do it it’s not magic you don’t have to put your Consciousness into it or anything you’ll see that there should be very specific patterns that form in free range healthy eggs I’ve identified six patterns and named them because so far as I know I’m the first person to have discovered this I figure I can name them and so then cage 10 eggs can only form up to two of those pattern and they’re the two most rudimentary so inspired by Luke montina which would take a little bit too long to get into his work but people can
(38:06) research him he did this thing called it was nicknamed DNA teleportation so I put one free range in one Ken egg side by side I left them overnight I had done controls and when I cracked them both open I did the crystallography the next day I noticed that the free range was great just as I would expect the the difference was that the cage 10 egg had started to improve it had patterns I’ve never seen in cage 10 10 eggs before so I shared it on social media and I said wow look at this and people say oh yeah that’s really
(38:41) cool but what if you’re surrounded by Bad Eggs surely it will go bad so I did that twice I got a threee range egg put that in the middle and I surrounded a bit by the same batch of cage 10 eggs and I did controls and the very next day I did all the crystallography and the free range egg was beautiful perfect hadn’t changed beautiful patterns the amazing thing I saw was that they had been healing by proximity all of the page 10 eggs that were surrounding closest to the free range egg had improved so much that if I had
(39:17) just been looking at it I would have said that was the crystallography of Freer range eggs the ones further away had improved but not as much when I repeated that it was exactly the same when I put this in terms of humans I think that if we heal ourselves we are naturally healing our environment and this is the nature of water we heal ourselves it heals itself then it heals its environment think that that is something very profound that water has taught me and that life has taught me and I realized You’ barely had a chance
(39:50) to say anything so I’m please I am I am here for this I mean there’s so many aspects even in terms of the lens that I tend to look through which is in the polarity you know dimensions of the masculine and feminine right David daa is a teacher I love and he talks about Consciousness being the masculine principle and light you know love light being the feminine right and so you think about the Consciousness that you’re applying to the light sourced in the water and it’s just this reunion right it’s a sacred reunion that you are
(40:24) playing in that’s right and I think that one of the reasons that the work is so profound to me is because of the healing I also did on myself yeah up until that point and the Forgiveness that had to come with people that had hurt me with the man who died as well I think I forgave him quicker than anyone and it was always so shocking to people to hear that because I I get it I get it I mean there’s even right because there’s the perspective first of all don’t believe in accidents in the conventional sense anyway and your story your narrative is
(41:04) a perfect example of the possibility that the villains in our story are actually you know playing a role of service right are devoted to our expansion our expression and you know we can cast them in that unidimensional role or we can perceive the Nuance that perhaps we signed up to experience which is the Catal that clearly he you know played the role of and I’m also super interested in you know these these stages you went through where again Through My Lens I would say you were in many ways like punished for
(41:40) your feminine Radiance right so you experienced this contraction and then entered into this masculine dimension of your life where you’re supporting everybody you know paying two mortgages and in that you know defensive layer of compensation and what a Reclamation you you know it is to then marry all of your previous experiences you know in service of the expression of your your gift I mean it’s quite a heroin’s journey you’ve experienced I used to call myself when when I look back at that story and I mean it is interesting isn’t it our
(42:15) entire life is made up of memories and when we talk about water storing memory and no one is going to say to you that they don’t have a life they haven’t had a life because their reality is that they’ve had a life but that entire life when they are telling it is a memory and I always think you know one of the greatest gifts we leave behind is to be a great memory in the hearts of others I used to call myself the huntress because for many many years I was hunting to provide even you know I have a good relationship with
(42:50) my ex-husband but what I’m saying is that I stepped into what I could do I proved to myself you can do this and from my leaving him and he could look at me as the villain for leaving him he has now stepped into much more of his masculine and he’s a great father and he’s a good person and he still loves to Surf and I love those things you know we meet someone and we the things we love often turn into the things that we want to change around them which is so sad but anyway so then a few years later it was like you know how your your hunting
(43:28) your your it’s like you’re the Hustler you know trying to make sure that everything works and the feed children are fed everything is paid for then I there was a point where I had to say no something terrible happened with a business partner and it was out of alignment and I said no and I didn’t know how I was even going to feed the children for two weeks going forward because that’s too long a story but I said no because it was out of alignment and that’s really when I stepped into what I then termed as the goddess
(44:01) instead of the huntress yeah and the huntress might sound sexy but the huntress is exhausted she is tired you know she doesn’t have time for herself she does everything for everybody else the goddess her situation is the same all looks all the same around but the thing that changed is that attracted all of the things that I needed in my life by stepping up and being the person that I needed to be and saying no to the things that I had been saying yes to for way too long and water I would say taught me much of what has changed what
(44:37) the things that I’ve changed in my life to be living in Joy be living in a beautiful relationship to be having you know abundance in all ways and to look in the mirror and look at myself for the you know honestly this is only recently in the last few years where I look in the mirr and go you’re so beautiful I love that and meaning it you know I love this I love this and relate to so many it’s archetypal right like I relate to so many aspects I would love a for you to talk a little bit because you’ve identified and shared there’s
(45:15) like over a hundred glyphs that you’ve identified at this point right uh so water communicates in three ways we have signature pattern and art and then we have hydrog glyphs so I have approximately 40 hydrog glyphs and to get one hydrog glyph you need to have seen the same symbol appear using a word as your influence at least 50 times and there are multiple words that I’ve identified that connect to a symbol So within that there has been years and years of doing this repeated work I always think it’s just water is so so
(45:55) must actually really want us to know about about this to actually do so much repeatability but it’s enabled us to start to read water and understand water for example when I simply asked water what is a hydrog glyph which is what I’ve been calling them it designed two hydrog glyphs a message glyph and the living glyph so they are living messages according to water people say why is it that you you know what does it all mean like what’s the point well there’s many points and art just seeing art art is a voice on its own but hydrog glyphs are
(46:33) quite different it’s where I’ve got more scientific attention for because of the amount of repeatability so I use words because that’s kind of the most reduced thing we’ve brought things down to so you’ll have like a living tree which we’ll see and then eventually we’ll give it a word or in a description and then we finally write it down so it’s like this a word that represents something so water takes the energy of a word and reverse Engineers it back to its a symbolic living principle of which not only can
(47:04) you photograph but you can also eat you can actually eat the ice at the stage of freezing it’s the healthiest state of ice because it’s Fourth phase water and then when you eat it what we’ve discovered and this was taught by my children is that if you using a word for example you might be exhausted and you write the word rest and then you let water freeze in the stage and then you actually eat it if you do that for about a week we’re starting to see incredible results from people one lady had a very bad vaccine injury to the point where
(47:43) she actually lost the ability to walk I have an interview on my Instagram with her name’s Rachel and she was so desperate to heal and she came on to one of my beginners workshops and she learned about this I just started talking about eating the ice at the stage and so she started to do that every day and she started with the word connection and the word will well up out of the knowledge within you and it might not seem like it has anything to do with your ailment but it’ll be right you will know it like the other day I knew I
(48:18) needed to eat the word purple I needed the energy of the word purple I didn’t question it and I saw this beautiful crystallography I just ate the I and I I had had a headache that day and my headache just disappeared like 5 minutes afterwards and so this lady tells her story Rachel about her 9mon healing journey of doing this like as a practice every morning and what she noticed is there were a lot of spikes in the ice the first time she started doing it but she ate it no matter what and as her relationship with water improved and
(48:52) as her health started to improve the crystallography started to change and evolve and look incredibly beautiful and the taste of the water changed to her and improved and it became so incredibly sacred to her and as she started to see healing and improvements and she was doing a few other modalities but she says that it changed her life and she now has a complete bill of health and she can walk and she has absolutely healed herself and we talk about Living Waters I mean water is mentioned 722 times in the Bible more than love Faith
(49:34) and worship there’s got to be a reason for that and when we’re starting to work in these Realms of what could be termed as living water because we are the Living Waters ourselves too then we realize that one of the simplest concepts of medicine which is eating water in form in light because water is a container of photonic light it absorbs light then we actually have a power that is so cheap and so easy and so freely available that we can start using and my children taught it to me because when I would hold up my petri dish of
(50:14) crystallography my daughter at about 9 years old or so said well can I have that mommy and I gave it to her and she started to eat ice and I said what are you doing and she said it’s good for me Mommy and then I think it was two weeks or so later her brother asked to do the same thing separate to her I’m like what do these children know that I don’t know and as parents started doing the crystallography they would tell tell me that their children would eat it and then my husband who’s God bless him I mean he he’s very adventurous and he was
(50:44) doing a study on plant medicines using my technique using words to see if we could see pattern like it was kind of like looking for a hydroglove for IAS or a hydroglove for this so that and so each day he would do he would write a word and he would do the crystallography and then he would eat the ice afterwards so after a week he used the same word he used iar and at the end of that week he came to me and remember this very clearly and he said you know I actually think I need to take this more seriously he had started to have very lucid dreams
(51:20) he’ started to have experiences which could be considered very mild mild dose of this a bit of a journey and I think he was a think he might have been a little bit shocked because you can hear about something but it’s really really different when you experience something and the Power of Words and it’s like I don’t think we quite realize the power of words we do I think when we say and I think everyone may have heard someone say this and maybe we’ve even said it ourselves when we say about you know the power of the feeling it’s I can’t help
(51:54) how I feel it’s such a a very strong powerful statement right there I can’t help how I feel well what I’ve seen in water is that water responds rather than reacts so we all have the ability to respond rather than react whether we think we do or not and that has been something very powerful for me so when you’re speaking a word well I’ve done studies on saliva where I’ve spat into a dish after saying a word or a sentence and seen in the bubbles imagery relative to that word or sentence so the first liquid in the body that water touches or
(52:30) comes into contact with when you drink it is your saliva your saliva is all this information about you so when you are kissing someone for the first time you are sharing information about each other that’s how you know if that person someone you want to take things further with because the saliva is communicating with the other person’s saliva and there is all of this Intelligent Communication going on and it comes into intuition because water is also intuition because we are bodies of water by molecular count not by volume we’re 99% water we
(53:05) literally see everything through the lens of water because our ey lens is 99% water if eyes are the windows to the soul then tears are an expression of spirit so when I look at the human body and our relationships the water in the air and we don’t think about that but there is a lot of water in the air the fact that we breathe out means there’s water in the air and that is water is very attracted to electrical charge of which we have heart can measure it’s not woooo and so that basically gives us a web of information about what’s in the
(53:42) information in the air around us within a room of a person and it’s also giving off information about ourselves so when we meet somebody without even need to hug them we already get a feeling about them how do we get that feeling it’s because the information this water web is giving us information about them and vice versa so when we are in a happy vibrant clear feeling about ourselves and within ourselves we’re giving off quite a large electrical charge that if you think about it kind of like a web each web is slightly different when we
(54:22) meet someone whose energetic web mirrors ours we have an immediate love for them it’s like that love at first sight feeling that immediate kind of liking for someone and that falling in love or rising in love or however you want to say it is when we start to mirror the patterns of that other person a lot of people take on the characteristics of their Partners I remember years ago I had a partner and he had this habit of flicking his hair like this he had this frinch thing he’s always flicking and I of doing it and I’m like God I didn’t
(54:59) even have a French what am I doing and like you know when you know someone likes you they Mir you’re the way that you hold your hand or your head or you know you know someone likes you when they start to copy what you’re doing and so this is sort of also part of what we do when we water can read and assess the energy from far far away and I think that when we start looking into that it explains why we have intuition so so the the information coming from in the air comes straight into our intuition when we don’t listen to it we always wish we
(55:34) had it doesn’t ever see us wrong and I think there is so much we can learn when you’re studying the human fluids because they’re made up of so much water tears they come out of our eyes and our faces designed where the tears roll out of our eyes around our cheeks coming back towards our mouth because they’ve been reordered and restructured to help heal our hearts and our deepest sorrow and we can even use the crystallographic method for urine so you can see the difference in your urine before it was doing maybe
(56:07) if you’re stressed and after you’ve done an hour of meditation they extremely different you can do it before and after having IV ozone which I had and did when I was quite sick a while ago so there’s lots of things you can do to see what’s going on in the intelligence of your body because if you tell you you can literally see it so thinking about the last word you spoke gives Credence to the power of gratitude what are you grateful for so you know even if it’s just a little thank you nobody has to hear it if you don’t want people to
(56:41) think you’re speaking to your water but it goes a long way because it’s only about how we receive you’re the welcoming committee if you’re drinking your ancestor and you haven’t recognized it at all and you just like it’s like someone long lost ancestor coming to your door and say hey I’m you’re here I’m here I finally got through all the clouds and the trees and the Earth and everything to come and see you finally and now I’m here and you just ignore it and and so you know that wouldn’t make anyone feel loved how would you say that all of your
(57:18) experience your research your observation has translated into like your daily routine like your self routine and the ways in which you Channel this into like the mundane you know do you pray over your water every time you take a sip do you like walk around the world with this kind of heightened sensitivity to the web how does it impact you every time we eat my whole family we always say what we’re grateful for every time I I make a drink I always have a little thank you but I tell you something it’s not just words
(57:55) what is more interesting in what we’re feeling even than what we’re thinking so I would say for me personally what has become like not just a friend not just a family member you know but it’s kind of like an all thing they’re all father and they’re all mother for me it such a part of my life that it’s like breathing so people have this idea that I will be making like having like ceremonies every single moment of every single day but I think my life really is a prayer I’m lucky to be here because I’ve had so
(58:30) much tragedy and so I’ve lost you know my my mom and all of these things of which you know you always feel it it’s these things where love becomes something so tangible it’s as tangible as drinking water and when I think too much about it I think oh well maybe I well should I be doing this and should I be doing that but you know I these people want to come and see me from Australia and they said oh we want to be able to find like a sacred spring and do some ceremony there and I’m like I don’t have a lot of time to meet with them but
(59:04) I said you know I think it’s the tap water and the water that just is anywhere I am that needs me wherever I am and water is not just in a fluid space it’s in us it’s in it’s all nature there is no life without water for me to say that I love one water more than another water is not what water does water enters anyone that’s thirsty anyone who’s thirsty can have water if they’re lucky enough to have it so for me this is part of who I am drinking water living life loving being the best person I can do giving water the best
(59:42) voice I can give it is my daily routine every single day I think if I die tomorrow will I be happy will I Feel Complete and I try to just have a daily thing because if all we have is memory and Imagination and right now is what I have and so I just do my best to be kind to other people and kind to myself and not complicate things too much about being well I need to have the best kind of water to drink and I need this and I this I’m so freaking lucky to be able to turn around and go oh look look at this beautiful couch you look at this this is
(1:00:23) house you know look at outside it’s so nice is look at this beautiful person I’m talking to right now how fortunate am I that I get to speak with you that you you asked me to come and talk look at my husband my God he’s so gorgeous inside and out you know yes it’s hard we have a big age Gap and we’ve had to navigate that and I’m 20 years older than him and is that a problem has there been lots of problems but all out man this man loves me and he is my safe place and I’m his safe place and we choose each other every day so when
(1:01:02) you do that you know that feels so beautiful I’ve started to like look I look at things around me and I’m always like oh my God I’m so I’m so fortunate to be here because I have death days perhaps this is one of my practices that makes me grateful two or three times a week I have a death day where I think well if this was my truly this was my last day on Earth what would I be wanting to feel what would I be wanting to contribute and it’s really easy when you are a very motivated person of which I am to go I have to do more I have to
(1:01:41) do more and that’s probably one of my biggest things where I have to do less um a little less of being on the computer doing this work with water a little more being in the company of my children and with my husband and and my friends but I also have a purpose and that purpose truly is to you know how I don’t want to just give someone a fish I want to teach them how to fish I’m trying to show people that water truly is something which embodies the Divine and the more you study water the more whether it’s using my crystallographic
(1:02:19) method or sitting by a stream like Victor shellberg did where he had a Epiphany where he went unconscious and when he came back after looking at the stream and falling unconscious come back into Consciousness he said that water took his free Consciousness away and came back and gave it back to him full of its own wisdom and he would set his free Consciousness out on these Expeditions and then when he would come back from that expedition with water he would come back with all this knowledge of water would share information with
(1:02:52) him he said and every drop of water is the godhead I see that I see that absolutely to be true I love that you describe the Living Prayer of your life and it’s felt and I’ve talked about how so much of a woman’s journey is getting into the practice of choosing life and you are illustrating you know what it is to make your spiritual orientation just living a devotional life making love to life you could even say and the fact that this has been born from your work is also such an example of that weaving you know of mission purpose
(1:03:36) and you know business even science all of that realm with the heart and spirit and and soul that you incarnated to express it’s really really inspirational I am so grateful for your cander for your vulnerability for so much of what you’ve shared in this discussion and I know there’s so much more because I’ve heard so much more of what you’ve had to say so I want to make sure that people know where to find you and what’s alive for you and and what you are putting your energy into these days thank you oh Lots so people can look at my work and
(1:04:12) learn how to do the technique and get on any of my webinars and things on my website which is my name Vader austin.com four times a year I have a big webinar and the next one’s in March and it’s on March 16th for you guys 17th New Zealand and it’s called water and the ancient Mysteries so it gets deep into how I’ve used water to share information with me about Atlantis and Lura and you know the Bermuda Triangle of which I have a very personal story from my grandmother whose plane went down over the Bermuda Triangle and was
(1:04:47) never found so I put the P TR distri order on top of the newspaper clipping from the 1940s and what it showed was just incredible and then I’ve written a book my last book my publisher went bankrupt sadly and so only a thousand books were made and sold and gone and no more were ever made but I have just finished literally three days ago finished writing my new book which is a credit really truly to my work it covers all of these topics we’ve discussed plus much more about water specifically and over 1500 photos
(1:05:23) and it’s big thick book and it’ll be probably available in about two months and I’ll be doing a book tour in August in America and a book tour in October in the UK and Europe and Instagram is Vader Austin forwater and I share daily VI amazing well I hope to give you a big squeeze when you come to the states and we’ll make sure all of these links are in the show notes and I want to thank you woman I really really really appreciate and I’m so inspired just the feeling of being around you is is really a medicine in and of itself so thank you
